still got few more day is my bday my 21st bday....i guess most of the ppl wil getting excited n happy when their bday is getting near...but i look different i dont feel excited at all i juz dono y?
since pass few week till now my heart juz like hav a big stone is a very heavy stone tat i trying 2 move out but dont work out.i getting realli FAKE in every area.it dont look like me.i dono how 2 get out from tis many ppl giv me advice n ask me 2 pray but i realli lost n dono where 2 start n how 2 start.my heart full wit tears i realli need direction from GOD.But i alreadi very far behind.I'm totally dry up.Everyday i juz wonder where is last time Yentung wil she come back like last time which full wit joy n smile.I realli dont 1 2 be like tis but i totally lost my faith n trust in GODT.T
